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I thought I should tell you all this,

I called JT last Sunday,well, I do realised that i was indeed a bit abrupt to him bersempena dengan lawatan mengejut tak rasminya tu ke Twickenham ni. I think lah, eversince I switched career from my old to the current one, bagaikan penyakit berjangkit (sial kan mulut aku?) I developed an autistic spectrum trait, yakni, kalau bercakap tu, bak kata orang melayu...takde assalamulaikum and segala mala intro pantun-mantun lemah gemalai, straight to the point. Pastu, tak sensitive langsung dengan keadaan orang. But honestly, (dengan tak mahu menyalahkan diri sendiri ni) if I have a question, for example...kau dah makan, my expectation will be either sudah or belum.But many would prefer this...ermm..erm...belum lapar lagi, or tunggu abang kakak pakcik etc., which is, bukan jawapan sebenar, rather than yes/no.It's all sum up, takde kena mengena dengan orang penanya soalan. But I must agree with people expectation of me, doing work that I do now, banyaklah nak guna psychology.But, people that I talk to outside work, takde lah pulak yang ada severe learning difficulties or mentally incapacitated.So, cemana ni?

Okay...Makji telepon lah si JT ni, cakap lah kat dia 'I wasn't at all trying to avoid or upset you. Your timing was bad, I betul-betul busy. (Nak jugak terkeluar versi bongkak, I don't entertain non-appointment..tapi, kalau dia tersakit hati, disantau nya Makji, siapa yang susah kan?) I'm so sorry if I sounded rude, but really I'm not'. Puas betul aku menyusun tutur kata.

Honestly, I was expecting 'Alaa..takpe, I tau you busy'. But really haram jadah you all. Ada ke dia jawab 'I was so dissapointed with you (tapi tergelak-gelak..camne ni?) I thought as a friend, I mean so much compare to your work'. Pundekkkk sangat kan, Kiah, Leemah & Eton? (Merasa sebut nama semua, ada yang dah merajuk ni)

I tell you, kalau tak mengenangkan dia ni tak lama lagi nak kena tinggal officially dek bininya tu (patutlah pun nak jadik duda, perangai buruk) mau aku hempas telephone dengan kata-kata 'mampuih lah kau gomok'....tapi, Makji pun balas ayat sialan nya itu dengan gelak-gelak manja, boleh?

Well, that is it. We made up.Reluctantly,I agreed on another coffee appointment.Nampak sangat dia free, nak jumpa I hari ni tadi. I told him Wednesday, but bila pikir-pikir balik, now dah pukul 11.40pm, and I'm still at work.I dah terasa cam kepala nak pecah, sempat mengular masuk blog.You rasa, kalau I cancel besok, harus tak dia bunuh diri?

Kepada Hjh Leemah, sila check email anda, I dah menurut perintah Rohana Jalil mu itteew....lagu apa tu nyah?

Hjh Eton, kenak YM kitak macam bengong?

Kiah....I miss you.

Sekian.

P/s I nak ucap takziah kat MB1 and kesemua family Uncle Aziz & Aunty Chik, atas kematian Abg Mat pagi tadi.