Update

This is just a mega exaggeration. Looking back...I did 3 posting pasal 'Perjodohan Sucheeeee'. Lain-lain hari lak tu...is sure killing Mak Bulu & NBNS. I'm more concern about Mak Bulu. Ada potential nak dapat cardiac arrest and me sending beraneka cekelat is not helping lah kan?

All that happened only in one day. Text message, phone calls to my sister, to my mother...phone call from Abang R and me being a perigi pergi mencari timba kat area W2 tu, all in one day you. Tapi bila part nak cerita kat you all...seminggu pun tak habis lagi ni...ngalahkan Sepet,Mukhsin and apa lagi cerita Yasmin Ahmad yang tajuk lain-lain tapi cerita macam sama aje.

(ni nak bagitau lah..dalam perborakan I dengan Abang R tu, mulutku yang mungil ni macam lagu aje criticised Yasmin Ahmad)

When he called me, of course lah aku buat-buat scenario blur kan...like...eh, Abang R mana ni (padahal dah tahu yang mana and dah tahu apa hajat nya) biasalah pompuan gatal...purak-purak tak tahuuu konon. Ever so sweet that he is, he re introduced himself and (maybe) try to make us feel at ease with each other. He told me he is in London, kat Malaysia Hall meeting his friend. So takdelah nak rush I, katanya. Kalau I tak busy, nak jumpa sebab dah lama tak jumpa and dia ada bawak rendang frozen for me yang dimasak khas oleh mak nya.

I asked if he can come to High St Kensington (ni bukanlah nak berlagak ye, you all...but it is better that place than tempat ramai student melayu tu) I told him that I never feel comfortable kat area student tu, tak tau lah pasal apa...agaknya pasal I ni pun bukannya student lagi and kiranya tak nak lah nak associate diri I ni dengan budak-budak pandai tu kan? Entah lah..susah nak cakap...but you somehow get the impression that melayu kat area tu macam territorial...and kita melayu dari area tak melayu ni macam takleh masuk aje. Macam tu lah rasa nya..(or is it just me yang paranoia bukan-bukan, Kiah?)

When Abang R was 13 and I was 12, unlike any other boys yang lasak and suka naik bicycle Wrangler they all tu ber kona-baring, he like to babysit my youngest sister, tolak pram, buat susu and anything domestic. He was so nice that I wish my own brother yang perangai ngalahkan pukimak (tooot) tu is like him...penyayang sungguh. Masa tu, I sungguh pemalu and even sekarang pun sungguh pemalu, so a girl can only dream in stealth..walaupun the dream tak lah berbau erotica (sebab masa tu syok dengan Acis Gersang & Ekamatra Boys)

See, reading back all the comments and sindiran-sindiran tajam orang ittew dalam blog nya, made me think hard.

I need more me time to think hard. Jumpa lagi.