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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Thinking Allowed..Thinking Aloud..And I Am So Unhappy..


1351 hours today...I'm always at work at this time of the day.But,for my own good, I have to be quarantine.Not for long now.This free time on my hand is not doing my marble any good.I'm in love with someone that I'm now are quite happily to love to hate.Making sense? Nope.Text Message came in early for me in the morning.Papa is not well.He's been unwell..physically and emotionally.When I last spoke to him, he said that he will have me texted if God decided to terminate his life contract.Save me from all the hassle of travelling back, so he said.'You're too far.I'll be 'berulat' by the time you arrive KLIA'.Enough to drive anyone to the brink of 'bengang'.Get well soon.

What can I do with you now, Frankie ? Kill you or kill myself ?
Listen to Will Young...and weep.

Sometimes you know you push me so hard
I don't know how I feel
You almost make me doubt I feel at all

It's not as though I always listen
But there's just so much I don't hear
Maybe I'll never be what you want
I know that all you're asking for
Is a little place in my heart
But I don't find it easy to give

Maybe I get a little selfish sometimes
Why shouldn't I?
I used to say I love you
But would it make a difference this time?

And who am I to tell you that I would never let you down
That no-one else could love you half as much as I do now
And who am I to tell you I'll always catch you when you fall
Well I, I wouldn't be myself at all
I wouldn't be myself at all, at all.

I always find a reason why I didn't put you first
It's not that complicated I know
I really hate it when you shake your head like this ain't gonna work
Maybe you'll never reap what you sow

I didn't want to do what everybody does
And hide the truth to find we never knew a thing about love
Cos this is real life, real love
And knowing what it comes down too
It just might be enough


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