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Thursday, November 01, 2007

Love Tales

Elviza, si Ratu Takleh tidur malam tu (mesti tidur dalam opis ni...macam orang yang kerja kat Klinik Pergigian Suster Ngesot tu) was asking to hear/read about love story. Untuk menyambut seruan itu (since I noticed that semenjak dua tiga menjak ni, aku macam dah takde cerita lain dok mengutuk JT aje) Takut la nanti, you all suspect yang I am concealing my real feelings pulak towards him. Real feelings? Benci adalah!!! A woman usually have high interest in love, not saying man are not but we woman, suka benar me reminisce kisah cinta, jadi and tak jadi. Macam la takde kerja lain. Hish!!! I now will share with you all my love stories yang terbahagi dalam category-category Balada, Irama Malaysia...eh silap nyah, category Requited, Unrequited, Putar Alam, Monyet, Project Angkasawan and Bangang. I’m sure there is many more catagories but as I am not a love expert and most likely at 34 only a love novice by nature, my love category is lesser than average. By telling this, you will now know that I am the most self-absorb, boring, perasan nak mampos, gila and anything sewaktu dengannya. I must remind you that my love stories are general, ada unsur seksual, persaudaraan, sumbang mahram ala-ala Mawar Merah and just simply, mengarut.

Requited (Cinta Berbalas)
Obviously, one my cinta berbalas is my cinta to my family. Tu pun baru dua tiga menjak ni. Masa kecik-kecik tak kira, although I know that my parents love me unconditionally. Adik beradik masa kecik semuanya cinta puaka and terpaksa. Geng hari ni and tak geng esoknya.But since masing-masing dah tua dan dah duduk jauh-jauh ni, my brothers and sisters are the best. Recently when I was in KL, my two sisters went to so much trouble finding me a Roti Jala. Of course la kan, Roti Jala in exchange with Mark & Spencer bra....macam la aku tak tau. But the feeling of sisterly love is more than the material value (walaupun Mark & Spencer bra itu lagi mahal dari Roti Jala) and the bestest part is to be together again on the same table without bitching about one another. Bless.

With my current partner, our attraction was mutual and the rest is history (walaupun adakalanya aku rasa nak bunuh dia) This is always the difficult part of the requited love. First, when you like someone and that someone is feeling the same, you got to balas their cinta. For substantial amount of time, you’ll be very happy.Then come to preserve and to maintain the longevity of love, which is not easy. At this time, you balas your own cinta because kalau nak tunggu orang tu, sampai mampos la. The love is there, just need nurturing and it is very hard to get the other party enthusiastically involved. Is this a love fashion? That wear and tear after certain amount of time or is it just men, who after number of years, become dysfunctional?

Unrequited Love
Yang ni, tak terkira banyaknya......Anuar Zain la, Acis lah (well, best woman win lah kan, Sheila?) Raja Nazrin la, ish...

But there was, a cinta tak berbalas story when I was 18 to 19 years...I was in NCUK, Shah Alam. I was at this time Siamang’s unofficial girlfriend. I still remember him. His name is Ayob and he was at that time working with my uncle. Siamang has a habit of making me feel so uncertain about him and about myself. During the period of uncertainties, I befriended Ayob. He is so good looking; never mind me, but who cares. The most important thing that time is that he has the look that kills and I was worshipping the land he walks on. He must know that I fancied him but, siapalah nak kat aku kan Kiah? Sampai tua lah tak lakuuuu...

Putar Alam
Siamang.Who else? We are talking about a man who swept me of my feet, promising earth, wind and fire, nak seberangi lautan api (eleehhh...lompat across longkang pun belum tentu) The same man who proposed and promised that he will eternally love me and no one else in this world and back again. The man who crooned Peter Cetera ‘Glory of Love’ kononnya untuk aku. ‘We gonna live forever, knowing together that we did it all for the glory of love’. As a woman, I can only dream if these kinds of lover exist. But this lover of mine eventually marries another woman. This lover of mine cheated on me, twice. He is the epitome of ‘Bumi ini berputar diatas paksi nya’. Really celaka.

Monyet (Puppy Love....eh..anjing kan takleh pegang?)
Honestly, I don’t think I have one. I am a late bloomer, tak reti nak ber chenta-chenta ni. Father said once ‘Masa sekolah takde nak cinta-cinta’ and so I wouldn’t dare. Furthermore, boys at my primary school are gundus and I entered Convent School during my secondary year at school and after that, MRSM...yang mana bebudak lelaki nya, okaylah...for example JT. Harap muka aje once upon a time dulu hensem. My first love is when I was 16 and he was the only man I ever love (ni tak campur unrequited love, okay?) And I really envy budak bohsia TKC tu yang kecik-kecik dah pandai French kiss ye?

Cinta Project Angkasawan (High Speed Love)
My own definition of cinta Project Angkasawan is cinta yang kenal hari ni, ajak kahwin lusa and break up next week. Wuishhhh....adalah 2, 3 orang. After siamang, during the rebound period, I met my Angkasawan no.1, a mid thirties millionaire. Many was surprise why his money didn’t enticed me. Jawapannya, money is one thing. I guess that my problem at that time is that I want something that I can’t have. Although I quite like to have his money, I cannot see myself falling in love with him. Adalah dating barang sekejap. He like to take me out for dinner and for a pompuan malas masak like me, cinta yang macam ni memanglah dialu-alu kan. He is under lots of pressure to beranak, maklumlah dah cukup umur and desperately looking for wife. Until now I don’t know what he sees in me but for sure, I broke his heart not long after we met. I hope he is now happily married.He is indeed a good man. I je yang sewel.

Angkasawan no.2, adalah budak yang 2 years younger than me. I tell you, I don’t do younger man. You must be at least 5 years older but this man is really persistent. Bad timing. I was on a rebound and yes, I used him to get over Siamang. Like Angkasawan no.1, I also wish him well.

Angkasawan no.3, one of my clerks. Ni kes, syok kat I, tapi bagitau kat orang lain. Sampai kat Pakcik jaga gate pun dia pi bagitau. I was about to leave for UK and then came his proposal, by text message. But it’s too late, rocket dah nak naik masa tu. And rocket tu masih belum turun-turun. Tersangkut kat Twickenham.

Bangang
I and my cousin used to think that our uncle (our mother’s half-brother) is hensem maut. Ish...really the sumbang mahram kan? This uncle and us are not that close so there is no such thing as uncle’ly love between us. We thought we fancy him or sesaja nak tiru cerita Mustapha Noor that ‘Mawar Merah’ where he fell in love with his anak buah and later died in a car crash.Tak kuasa laa...

Another of my cinta bangang is when I was younger (berapa umur tak ingat ni) and I was talking to one of my friend that I wish I can marry Chef Wan, so that ‘masak memasak serah padaku’. Bila ingat-ingat balik, apa? Kahwin dengan Chef Wan? Who needs Radio Station? I might end up physically and literally jahit mult dia dengan mesin jahit Singer.

Let’s do this as tag. I like to read yours, tak kisah lah sesiapa yang baca ni. Love stories is forever very interesting. Elviza, if you reading this, you may now go to sleep as I have successfully bore you to oblivion.

P/s To whose yang pernah baca blog Kak Peragawati Top. I must say, this is one that I enjoy reading the most. Good for my mental health. Unfortunately, his musings come to a halt and I never heard anything. There was a nasty rumours saying that he died in a crash. I keep on going to his blog, still no updates at the same time really hoping that the rumours is just rumours, after all, orang memang suka buat cerita-cerita mengarut macam ni. His blog become the victim of nasty people who posted nasty message during his absence. One day, it just gone, and only invited readers can read. I vaguely remember his email address and posted a message to him. I never hope to get a reply. This was months ago. Last Monday, I checked my mail and I saw an email coming from Peragawati. I am so relieved. Although I may never know who he is, at least, who ever he is, he is not dead. And he will be back. Maybe. Kak Prag, if you’re reading this, thanks for your email and hope to see you back in action soon. I miss you.

Happy Birthday to Belladonna......yang menyambut besday nya yang ke 03 hari ni....ehemmm

13 comments:

Aina@KL said...

Elo, makji esah. Jangan benci sangat kat JT tu, nanti yg benci tu la jadi laki tau!!! Contohnya aku ni hah...

Hjh Esah Jolie said...

kau tu agaknya mmg benci tapi chenta, tu yg ended up jadi laki tu, Aina oiii..eh, balik raya ke?

Goddess Selene said...

Paling sedih ialah chinta project angkasawan, angkasawan no.3. Kann? Dah tau uols nak berlepas baru la nak txt2 bagai? At last, hi hi goodbye la kaedahnye! Mak ingat rocket dah turun balik aritu masa raya? Tapi dah berlepas semula kan & akan tersangkut entah brapa lama lagi? Hihihihi...

Hjh Esah Jolie said...

Tu lah pengajaran nya Makji oii..lain kali kalau hati dah suka, cakap terus aje lah kan? Ni nak memalu lak...kan dah terlepas? Ni rocket dah taknak turun dah makji..harus gi melawat bumi ke bila hari raya...

Elviza Mak Luqman said...

Fuh, terkezut akak tgk nama akak kat atas posting ko Esah!

Kembang kempis hidung penyek ku ini. Bangga sungguhlah pendek kata (perasan!)...

Kikikikikik... my stomach is in stiches reading this posting. Kesian angkasawan2 yang cintanya ko sepak2 tu Esah.

Reading from your previous posting and judging from the obnoxious amount of text messages and phone calls from JT, akak buleh conclude satu jer lah.... THE MAN IS IN LOVE!

Eh, jangan benci2 tahu Esah? Nanti jadi macam akak ni hah, punyalah menyampah dgn si J tu dulu, tup2 jadi laki. Having said all this, sekang ni pun akak still menyampah lagi dgn dia cuma kurang lah seket sbb dia tu kan bapak si Lokman tuh...

Ko kutuk aku Esah, ko panggil akak Ratu tak leh tido malam? Nasib baik betul, so I dont have any clever reply to that.

Dah lah, macam orang gila jer akak tergelak sorang2 baca posting nih. Sheeeshhh...

DBI said...

setuju..setuju..saper boleh tak ingat ngan carutan dan seranahan kak prag yg tetiba dan bertempat ittu...hilang sakit jiwa...

Lee Novotny said...

Motiff tetiba sebut fasal chenta chentun nih?? kena rasuk dengan angin puaka Kau Kunci Cintaku Kak Melah kah???? **lariikkkkkk :P

Hjh Esah Jolie said...

Elviza..hey..seram lak i dengar, benci jadik chenta ni..okay lah..I lap you Si Tembam...

Betul kan Doc?

Ish mak Leemah...sukati kita lah..pergi lah mung dengar lagu lip lap mung tu diam-diam...

Belladonna said...

Han, thanks for the birthday wishes and early birthday pressie. Cekelat semua dah selamat dikenduri..

Ha, ada readers tulis kat TB dia yang dia accident kat sepital and I was hopping yang baik2 untuk dia. Thank god ko confrim yang dia okay and sihat takde pape.

Banyak jugak chronicles of your love stories.. penuh warna-warni gittew :)

bini mokhtar said...

i oso had my share of cinta putar alam and project angkasawan. pikir2 balik rase mcm nak hantuk kepala kat dinding! ape ker bangang sangatnyer aku neyyyy.. but alhamdulillah everything is OK for me now.. and i love my mokhtar unconditionally. (walopun kekadang menyirappp juger!)

dun worry nah. lets pray for the happiness to come!

http://indahness.blogspot.com

stephen said...

Chef Wan? Ok lah tu, nasib baik bukan Chef Jaafar Onn kan, hahaha, mmg masak memasak tu serah padanya tapi uols will end up menjahit apron bunga mataharinya dgn mesin jahit singer hahaha.... I was reading the comments frm previous posting n got me thinking wouldn't it be funnier if Fat Fighter dubbed in BM
Selamat datang ke Pejuang Kegemukan, berapakah jumlah kalori dalam habuk? Ada sesiapa? Habuk? Sesiapa? Habuk? Sesiapa? hehehe....

*Sekarang laku tau jantan2 temban, tak caya, watch this clip, makan hati tau, hehehe...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IGV5ToXal-k

Cik Kiah Kidman said...

aku harap ko bebahagia hingga ke anak cucu dengan si JT tu. boleh aku gelakkan ko guling2!

p/s apa jadi ngan bohsia tkc tu ye?

Manal said...

Those days, from tadika sampai la ke 1st year in uni i penah ade crushes but unfortunately hanya la shok sendiri. Puppy love pon ada and mostly last for a few months only. And then bila lpas uni, i'd call it flings with a few guys.

Same here on requited love too. La ni satu jer belum certain: who will end up marrying me?