Update

I have a specific reputation in my workplace. From what I know, it is me and two other colleagues of mine.And from what I know, it is good. Good for others...and not all the time, good for me.

I start doing what I do now since 2002. I thought I am a late starter....but my colleague (at that time) is far, far older than I am. Their credentials scares me. Majority of them have worked in top Mental Health institution and sees terpeleot people day in day out.

Mine? The highest achievement in my life is CIMA from LSE and my encounter with learning disable and mentally incapacitated people is either at MRSM, Jabatan-jabatan kerajaan, one Makcik mereng in Terachi called Saadiah (tatau hidup lagi ke tidak...but we fear her when we balik kampung) and my eldest brother. As for my eldest brother, he is born normal...but as and when he pleases, he will act mentally disable thus menyakitkan hati ramai orang. Pun begitu, dia tu abangku and bak kata orang....air dicincang takkan putus. I wish I can cincang him when I am angry. Let him putus for a while and alike ekor cicak, he come out alive and new.

So berbekalkan kelulusan yang takde mengena and sedikit training sebelum masuk kerja, I was assigned 5 ADHD and severe autistic case.5 of them was sectioned under Mental Health Act walaupun takde specific mental illness, masing-masing tu dah pernah terajang orang, self harm and menjahanamkan harta benda awam dan makbapak mereka, and tu lah pasalnya masuk sepital.This 5 jahanam is due hospital discharge and boss I masa tu, letak file diorang atas meja I dengan notes yang paling cilaka...They are now under your care. Please provide comprehensive care plan and ensure 24-7 supervision in the community.So, good luck.

After 2 years....5 jahanam tu dah kena discharge from my care permanently and....deemed suitable to live independently in the community.

How did I do it? Honestly....I don't know. I must have a natural disciplinarian talent and doa-doa mak bapak. Allah must have love me so much that I never once, patah tulang or pecah hidung whilst working with them. (and juga berkat doa halau anjing summum bukmumm tu)

After that cases in my way selalunya watak-watak antagonist dalam cerita-cerita Roman. Worst one was that paedo guy.But alhamdulillah, all was well. Like other people, I do suffer from setback, when some people die and left me wonder, have I not done enough to save them?

So I received a phone call from my 2nd Boss today....so she conveyed message from the big Boss CPB (the cow who gave me warning letter and all that offensive emails) katanya...Makji, you kat mana tu? I cakap kat dia...eh, I kat tempat kerja lah (dalam hati, ko hengat aku kat Disneyland Paris ke?)

Makji...Boss CPB suruh I call you. Katanya ada urgent transfer from Unit B ke Unit C. (I pernah jadi Manager kat unit C ni) I tanya...siapa pulak yang nak kena transfer ni?

They told me this young lady terpaksa di transfer because apparently she had been stalking unit B's Manager, doing collage of her picture on her walls, leaving threating message on her phone and few other things yang kalau orang lain dengar mau terjatuh seluar dalamnya. From what I was told, Manager and Deputy kat Unit B tu dah pergi stress leave and semua staff kat situ dah malas nak datang kerja disebabkan pompuan ni. So Boss CPB cadangkan si pompuan jahanam ni to transfer pergi Unit C and I telah diminta dengan serta merta tinggalkan semua kerja I sekarang and uruskan respite care dia. Boss CPB kata kat 2nd Boss, Makji Esah will be perfect for this job.

What my bosses didn't know is that semalam...Manager unit B tu telepon I nangis-nangis...katanya dah tak larat lagi nak bekerja dengan puaka tu. Katanya dia dah report pompuan jahanam tu kat polis tapi pompuan jahanam tu pandai pulak berlakon depan polis. Bila I tanya, kenapa tak suruh polis tangkap dan section dia? Manager unit B kata, macam mana nak section, kalau psychiatrist tak approve? So I pun bagilah moral support kat kawan I si Manager Unit B ni...and cakap kat dia, sabarlah. Use this time off to relax and de stress.

Only to be told today that pompuan jahanam tu akan dihantar kat I.

I cakap kat 2nd Boss...I banyak case ni...and with my workload, macam mana I nak concentrate kat si gila tu. I reminded 2nd Boss that reading history pompuan gila ni, tak pasal-pasal aku pulak jadi her next target, apasal tak kasi kat staff jantan aje?

2nd Boss pujuk-pujuk. I hentak-hentak kaki (of course 2nd Boss tak nampak..sebab dia dalam telepon)

I cakap...Okay lah. Send me her file. 2nd Boss...ohh, you're star. I really appreciate this.

Dengan macam cilakanya I jawab...it's not like I have a choice, is it?

*********To all nice people out there....please pray for me. This is so not easy.*******