Update

I have been following Nasha Aziz's court case. Before you ask, Kiah..ni bukan kes dia bercatwalk dalam rumah with hidden CCTV ye...but something about her natural father yang tak puas hati and malu besar because of something she quoted in a newspaper articles.

From what I read, Nasha was brought up by her paternal aunt and her husband. Whatever happened to her birth parents, idok le aku tahu. So, in so many ways she sees them as her parents. She might think or feel that they are her natural parents too, considering that they are the only parents she knew.

Her foster father died. Obviously, legally he was not the father but as a child brought up by a man she came to called a father, the foster father was her father...to her.

There was this interview (ni lah jadahnya reporter kat sini, suka benar menanya soklan-soklan bangang like what they did to Joyah...apa perasaan Kak Norlia etc,etc. Eh..ko bangang ke hapa, kalau dah anak mati mengejut camtu, takkan nak buat party lak kan? Ingat Kak Norlia tu cucu Tuanku Jaafar ke...orang N9 disuruhnya berkabung 100 hari, tapi anak cucu boleh berparty pulak kat Shangrila...kan?kan?kan?)

Masa Nasha kena interview tu, maybe masa tu bapaknya (the foster father) baru mati gittew..so reporter tanya something about her feelings during hari raya ke hari bapak ke ntah, so si makcik Nasha ni pi lah cakap...yang hari raya ke hari bapa is less meaningful sebab bapaknya dah mati.

Tup-tup....teruslah seorang pahlawan silat gayung tah mana-mana datang nya, terus mengaku yang dia tu Bapak kandung Nasha and that he has suffered huge embarrassment because of what she said. Kalau buat statement dalam sokabar je takpe..nak gi disaman nya pulak Nasha Aziz tu.

I am not familar with legal proceedings nih...ye lah...ambik law kan ke tak pass?? He (the biological father) must have hired a good lawyer that he succeeded in claiming $10,000 from daughter he abandoned from infant yet feeling greatly humiliated because he was not acknowledge as her father.

Obviously the judgement of the case is not made public, so I pun tak tahu lah ujung pangkal (tapi masih gigih nak bergossip nih) but I can't help to think what was it that motivates him to do that? Psychologically, this will not win you any acknowledgement from your own flesh and blood, and I doubt lah Nasha akan pergi menyusun sepuluh jari kat bapak dia tu dang-dang tu jugak. On his part....dah le kau tak bela sendiri anak kau tu, tak ke just for that kau rasa malu? Tak ke nanti orang cakap...dah le anak bagi kat orang, pastu gi ambik duit anak pulak.

Wel, he is now $10,000 richer with interest lagi but there's your child gone forever. I nak jugak tanya....apa yang buat sampai dia malu sangat tu? Sebab Nasha kata dia dah mati ke? I think Nasha should have just said, he is just a sperm donor and for that, I'll pay him the $10,000 for his teadpoles.

On another matter unrelated to Nasha or his silat biological father, I didn't go to that reunion. I told my friends that I was not well. Errmmm...hanya 20% benar. peratusan lebihan nya ialah;

30% sebab malas nak pergi KL sorang-sorang. The roads are way too confusing although I do remember certain main roads. The traffic and the crazy motorcyclist is a murder.

50% sebab,the people attending the reunion is the people I haven't seen or spoken to in years. I wonder why people are keen to attend or organise reunions, when majority of people in school dislike each other. This is all thanks to Facebook that people know that I am alive and breathing (and single too) Here I am thinking...kita kat sekolah pun tak bersembang, you tak geng I and I pun tak geng you. Everyday we come to school, we look at each other faces and we exchange smiles or sometimes evil glance. So really, what is the point of going? Tak cukupkah dengan ber poke-poke saja dalam FB tu?

I am always excited about meeting new friends. I know loads of people who has plenty people to visit and see and their lives seems excitable dengan ramainya kawan-kawan. I have friends who posted their parties pix in FB and sebagai kera sumbang yang berkaliber, hati kecil ku ini Kiah...ada jugak bertanya, apasal lah aku takde ramai kawan nak dibuat beronggeng or diajak pergi ke party-party liar macam tu? Macam best aje gamaknya orang-orang yang berparty sakan tu...

But I always believe that large quantity of friends require extra large quantity of commitment. Ada orang ada blog community nya (ingat ye..don't assume that I belongs to this elitis-elitis gang) ada orang, ada geng-geng Makhayyam nya. I ni, takde geng. Elitis pun tak masuk, Makhayyam pun tak kena. And like I said (but Kiah tak caya) is that I am so pemalu...nak jumpa sorang-sorang pun takut..kan NBNS???? So kalau dah sociophobic and pemalu, apa jadah pulak teringin or jeles pulak tengok orang ramai kawan.

Kesimpulannya, I memang sewel.