Kawan Saya Yang Pemes

Saya ni memanglah lembab...lagi tak tahu hal-hal orang sekeliling kannn....but I come across satu kelab peminat tukang masak kat pesbuk ni. You know this thing in FB, where names of people and pages will be recommended to you just because you have a mutual acquiantances with them.

Some memang I kenal la..tapi tak nak add kawan...some memang tak kenal...tapi nak sangat add jadi kawan (artist fofulerrr la ni..isk) but this tukang masak pemes, memang I kenal dah lama....very close jugak la, pernah datang tido rumah semua. (dia tido rumah I ye..I takleh gi tido umah dia sebab dia dok bujang)

Tapi masalah nya, I kenal dia sebelum dia ni pandai masak...camno tu? Nak kata dia tak pandai masak langsung masa tu, tipu la..pandai gak dia masak..but not to the extend to call himself a chef, sebab masa tu tahap konpiden idoklah sebesar gajah, masak gulai pun kena taste dua tiga kali jugak lah sebelum bagi orang makan. Gituh.

I have always admire his passion...to do things that he likes. Memang dia suka masak..and cita2 nya nak bukak restaurant masa tu...but I think the timing wasn't good, mana dia nak pi kerja lagi mana nak ber chenta lagi..(oops!) I was part of his earlier trail of success, but masa tu rezeki nya belum datang lagi...and I think his success now is largely owed to his past failure.

But we parted ways. I don't know why..he just took off from us (MB1 sayang kat dia ni...ye lah, macam adik beradik kann?) and we have miss him since. But dia ni bukanlah macam kes orang hilang Dublin tu ye..we know he is around somewhere...but tatau lah pulak dia dah pemes nak rakkk sekarang.

But, I am very please for him. It seems like the world is in his hands now...dia suka acara glamer2 ni so all the limelights suits him best (plus rambut you dah nipis, lagi terserlah limelight you...)

But we haven't spoken in ages. I miss his jokes...I miss being the one who got caught in his catfights dengan Ratu Siam tu. I baca dalam fanpage nya, mak dia dah aruah. Sure dia sedih gila...knowing how close he is to her. Ohh...I hope he was with her on her last breath or if he is not, I hope he is surrounded by his love ones to comfort him. To me, he is still my friend albeit our differences. Keras kepala (we both) sebenaq nya ni. I can't even remember why he suddenly dissapear. He bought my 1st mobile phone for me..(dia ada tenet, so dia lah tukang order nya)

Hidup berkawan tidak selalunya indah. Biasalah..dengan adik beradik lagikan nak berbunuh apatah lagi dengan kawan yang kita adakalanya tak bersatu pendapat or tak berkenan dengan certain perangai. But you will grieve losing the one that you think special to you.

Seeing him and his success, here I am wondering...bilalah I nak jadik megastar cam tu ye? Well may be never la...sebab masak kari ayam pun pakai paste, masak nasik pun tak berapa reti...masak mee pun macam ada angin hari ni jadi, hari esok tidak.

But my passion is making life better for the needy. (needy bukan drama queen ye) And I do it with hati yang besar...walaupun kadang2 I menyumpah seranah dalam hati. I do what I do because of its glory (ye laaa) so all I want is a pahala yang melimpah ruah (untuk mengganti pahala sedia ada yang makin susut ni) ---walaupun kerja I tak glamer...(nak kata membuat amal idok juga sebab saya bergaji..hiks) tapi bak kata MC, kerja you ni kerja yang mulia....

Congratulations, my friend...NM.