About Me

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Birthday Wish

Hari ini birthday orang ittew. Alaaa..orang yang I kejap suka, kejap tak suka, kejap rasa nak tembak,bunuh,tikam and buang masuk longkang and after a while, rasa suka balik. Well, too many cryptic remark kan?

Although si tua ni puas betul ku kutuk dalam blog ni tanpa rasa malu, I can't imagine being with another person.I don't have many special relationship in my life. We have been together for over 8 years now yet, in between perperangan, ada juga terselit saat-saat aman damai yang membahagiakan (yikss..rasa nak muntah nya!!!)

I have a very unconventional taste in partner. The person that I am, so self-centred, career driven, pathological worker and not forgetting panas baran yang diluar tabii, memang susah nak commit. We can go on not seeing each other for couple of days because I was busy working.

See, I am very close to my father. I think that he is one person that always make me feel worthy, special and strong. I guess, as a father, he realised my weakness and my strongest point.And he never stop to pull that point out from me.My father is always there to pick me up when I was down.

I find that exact quality in my partner now.Always, always made me feel special. Sadly, the similarity is, them both a not very likeable person.And because of that, the relationship is in constant complex. But, its true that you can't have all. As much as I want to be in loving and understanding relationship, I have now resigned to the fact that I just have to love the way my partner is. I don't want fancy holidays or anything corny most couple do. I'm afraid what I am looking for is more than that. The feeling of worthiness, special and strong is very important to me.It may not be as wonderful and pleasurable.These are the quality in F that I have to remember that I can't live without if ever aku rasa nak terajang dia.

Sebagai seorang isteri yang mithali...I pledge to try my very best to make this day special. I kemas rumah, I masak and I buat kopi. For once, I did not moan having to wash up pinggan mangkuk yang bertingkat-tingkat. (Celaka kan omputih ni, suka simpan pinggan sampai penuh sink)

Sebagai tanda kasih sayang (plus si tua ni boleh tahan jugaklah mata duitan nya) I have agree to pay for a new computer, supaya si tua ni boleh duduk diam-diam main game and let me watch Frasier and Friends tanpa gangguan.

Happy Birthday, Darling....(uwekkkkkk!!!!!)

11 comments:

Cik Kiah Kidman said...

Amboi Esah! i thought i was the one?! Yg taknak menunjukkan kasih sayang kat i ke?? Lagi2 kurang dari sepurnama ni i dah nak meletup..? Btw, i like the apple i-phone ye..

Dina said...

dah elok2 epi besday darling, tetiba uwekkkkk pulak....

Ok, I pun nk ucap gak Happy Birthday kt F. Moga pjg umur, and jgnlah asik nk bertomoi ajo ngan makji ni. Hidup aman damai kan best...

Manal said...

Cayangggggg......my prezzie especially for u (in jason donovan-kylie tones).....


Warts and all, baik buruk diterima juaaaa.....waahhhh, this is sooooo love-hate-relationship episodes. Hang on, I dunno whether this is inspirational or not, but that space-loving part, I am afraid, I am kinda on with that, so what does that makes me? A so-not-jantan malayu bride candidate is it?

:: cheezzy cheese :: said...

hihi.. dh 8 taon tu.. perangai tak brubah jugeks ntah la kan Makji? Makji ni xde ke kata plan nk 'try' cureng dgn si F tu? matila, aku plak mngajar org jd cureng.

Anonymous said...

'Feeling of worthiness,special.. wonderful and pleasurable' hmm..best statement tu.Doa u bahagia sokmo,bleh?~hRiang~

Anonymous said...

happy birthday to F..smoga kitak slalu happy dengan nya.
lizs

Lee Novotny said...

Lagi celaka kalau basuh guna sabun berbuyih buih tapi dinch bilas..so how?????

captlukman said...

kannnnnn majki kan, dlm tak suka tetaplah bersama, its normal lah. Jugaklah nape mat saleh suka sgts impan pinggan mangkuk tak basuh dlm sink...ishhh letih

wow you finally look happy:D

Typhoon Sue said...

err.... i pun suka gak simpan pinggan mangkuk tak basuh dalam sink.... but I'm no Mat, and definitely not saleh.
:-)

Just Nis said...

hi makji..
bloghop from bella's.
ala2 love-hate relatonship ka korang ni?
dlm uweekk2 pun ttp la pose2 bini mithali kan...
:p

Anonymous said...

omputih mmg pengotor kan esah...basuh pingan tapi tak bilas...nasib baik laki iu itu sudah ku 'latih' jadik pembersih hehee...puji laki sendiri pulak dah...

yatie