Ku Pendam Sebuah Bengang

Kiah...suatu masa dulu pernah cakap kat I yang dia amat bengang dgn perlakuan kawan I yang sorang ni. Tapi katanya, orang tu kawan I, bukannya kawan dia..kalau kawan dia..tah hapalah nasib nya ------> statement tak boleh blah Kiah yang I tahu, walaupun I dah simbah petrol kat dia, dia tetap mengamalkan konsep sokabar lembab. Imagine you all cuba bakar sokabar yang baru lepas kena rendam...camtulah Kiah & her procrastination.

Kawan I yang secara am nya kurang sifat-sifat decorum ni, memang dah lama menyakitkan hati I dengan komen2 nya dalam pesbuk I. Thing is, komen2 nya tu menampakkan ke tidakpandaiannya yang amat sangat. I bukannya apa uols, simpati I ni memang banyak kat orang yang tak berapa cerdik. Ye lah, dah kerja I kannn kena menanam rasa simpati kat orang so the only reason I tak pernah layan komen2 dia ialah sebab dah terserlah ketidakpandaian nya.

Maap lah ye...I takdelah nak kata I ni pandai.Ramaiiiiii lagi orang yang pandai. But konsep paling selamat untuk manusia sejagat ialah...kalau tak tahu bercakap, diam saja maka terselamatlah kemaluan.

This friend of mine, how best can I describe her? Imagine someone in your office who the only think he/she ever asks is, what's the time or what date is it? Despite having a calendar, a clock, a phone with a calendar and a clock, and...a computer depan mata with a calendar and a clock on it...all on their fingertips. Fortunately for my friend ni, hypothetically speaking, I am the type of a person who will still tell her the time and the date. To me it is easier that than trying to force-feed her with common sense. Some of us are born thick and others chose to remain clueless because it suits them. Either way, you're stuck with them (by choice, I stressed)

First, she commented in the line of asking...why my name is different from the previous. A question that is appropriately asked...privately. She added another question to that too...my marital status. Err, what else can you ask a free looking woman/man who has just passed their Big 3 gates?

I think that since dia tak berapa pandai, maybe she didn't know that in FB you can actually private message someone. Okayyy.

Then of course when she tend to 'hijack' other person's wall that I happened to singgah as well and asked me more and more questions, I think again. Maybe she got better at her FB explorations. If she can't get straight answer from me through my wall, she may be lucky at striking at other people's wall. I still think that she didn't know that there is envelope icon she can press to talk to me directly.

All ocassions dia buat kerja kurang cerdik tu, memanglah I tak layan. Some personal info adalah sangat private. Maybe ada yang bangsa suka orang lain tahu apa dia buat, mana dia pergi, dengan siapa dia berkawan etc etc. I ni, sikit2 boleh la. Tak semua orang dlm pesbuk I tu I kenal gila2. Some people think that by knowing that small bit of information about you warrant them to write your life story. Contoh..barulah tahu orang tu kerja kat mana..terus pulak berkirimsalam macam abang dia pernah bercinta dengan kakak tiri kau, kan?

Bila I tak layan tu, ingatkan dia akan berhentilah berusaha menanya benda2 private dikhalayak ramai kann? Tidak ye uols. Walaupun info yang I ni dah kahwin ke tidak, boleh je dia nak dapat dari orang2 kamfung I, tapi dia nak juga tanya terang2 kat wall I, kat wall orang and at any given places in FB yang orang lain boleh baca.

Pastu boleh pulak dia buat statement rinduan rinduan kat I yang dah lama dia tak jumpa...on other people's wall. Yang berjiwang karat dengan kengkawan sekolah ni lagilah I malas nak layan. Don't you just hate it when people wrote..ohh kenangan ku dibangku sekolah prekk prekkk. Well I do. I hated all my schools so kenangan memanglah tak ada..nak nak dengan puak2 yang rasa dia bagus.

Bebaru ni dia muncul kembali. So I got in touch with my old old friend. Adalah benda sikit yang I nak beli untuk Amma and this friend of mine adalah agen nya. Seeing her again is awkward dengan dianya yang dah beranak lima and anak2 nya tengok I macam alien. Sempat jugak dia menceramah kat I which I take it with an open mind lah kann. Kalau orang menegur kita ni makna nya dia concern. Motif lain kalau dia ada I tatau lah...but it is good to hear what other people have to say jugak ----janganlah dok buat statement seksay itu milik saya ye. Diam ajelah kalau orang tegur sekalipun you tak berapa suka dengar.

Okay berbalik pada kawan I yang ada sindrom MakcikWok tu. Maka tercari-carilah dia akan diriku....kat wall orang lain. Telling my other friends that how I have been ignoring her and how she would like to see me again after years and years. Err, bapak aku meninggal tak pulak kau datang visit, kan? Then of course my other friends yang amat prihatin telah juga mengkhabarkan pada I yang si MW ni mencarik I maka silalah contact dia. Kosser I.

Of course la I dok bersangka baik ingat dia tak berapa pandai menggodak FB ni. So apparently she read my recent status bila ramainya kawan2 me well wish I. Pastu dia sampuk...ohh, pasal tu ke you balik Malaya?

Then I published another news about myself maka dia pun menulis komen...err, what happened to you? So pray tell me, with you having access to my wall, getting to read what I write, you still nak buat aksi takde clue ke?

Bangang ke?! Tu lah dalam pala hotak I pada masa tu and I feel like saying it to her. But I don't. The pressure of thinking things and not daring to say them can make your head feel like it might spontaneously combust at any second.

Still, after many.many months of tormenting me with her stupid comments, questions and actions, I am still keeping mum and keep hoping that she will leave me alone.

I can never win with her. If I 'retaliate'..I am this snobbish girl yang tak sedar I ni datang dari mana or she may think that I mistreat her because she is housewife, ex kilang girl with SAP in SPM and now actively menternak anak when I am this asrama penuh after SRP going girl who lives 13 hours and thousands miles away? Berlagak ke I? Sikit2 lah...

Tu sajalah kebengangan nya.