Love hurts

That's what people said.It's true though.Really hurts, especially when you can't do anything about it.You like someone,you got this tiny puny bit of inkling that they maybe like you back (hmm..I'm talking about taking a fancy of someone you can't get, someone for example..the other half of your best mate..someone's wife..things like that) But the fact is, they might not..I mean..might not fancy you back.Very serious unrequited love problem here.That my friend, is the mother of all hurt.Because it really can do your head in.It made you weak.It made me weak.

I'm off sick today.Sick of being very sick of my job.My work has proven to be difficult, yet important.. I find myself chuckling at silly things.That made me weak too.So, I decided to do something about it.I decided that today, I'll put aside my 'feeling' and try to enjoy my day..my off sick day.I travelled to Croydon.I did a bit of therapy, retail that is.My inner accountant tried very hard to stop me..that is where I got this picture of minus bank balance in me 'ead everytime I comb through the like of GAP,NEXT,ZARA..that lot.

In the end, I have to admit defeat to CK lady boxer.Well, in my defence, I need some cheering up.Was I cheered up ? Yes, I guess.But not as much as that bloody Calvin Klein man who just made £13.00 from this poor old me.

Well, sod that.The only good thing that came out of it is, it feels therapeutic.But only for few hours.I'm now back to being weak.Blame the unrequited love.