Kawan-Kawan yang Jahat

Today is the 2nd day of fasting.Mengenangkan time yang lama serta I ni bangsa tak larat nak bersahur, dalam pukul 5 sampai pukul 7 petang ni, adalah jugak rasa macam nak pitam.I am all by myself this fasting month...I'm sure bukan aku sorang aje, but others too but since the beginning of Ramadhan, I haven't had any solid food apart from Sandwich and some breast chicken fillet mixed with Caesar Salad yang I buat seniri tauuu...ye lah, kita kat sini manalah ada Bazar Ramadhan cam you all kat Msia nun...


I think I have to start becoming a little bit sociable dengan menelepon kengkawan (yang tak lah ramai mana pun) and pi bukak posa makan nasik kat area-area Melayu kat Bayswater sinun...but seriously, apakah motivation nya to travel all the way ke sana, dengan tube lines nya yang suka benar kena suspend tu?


Speaking of being sociable, or the lack of it...my FB account was suspended for 2 days because this guy (kononnya kawan I la ni...) reported me to the administrator, as I was told. Then I realised, infact I felt so loved by friends who texted my mobile phone asking if I am okay...but in the end ghopenya, frantic nak mencari I bukannya apa you all, nak suruh aku gi beli beg Elvavi dia...kawan sejatiiiiiiiiiii la sangat kan kau, Kiah oii!!!!


I know, that this holy month sepatutnya digunakan dan dimanfaat kan dengan memohon ampun dah maaf if kita ni adalah terkasar bahasa ke apa...but I think, get and give forgiveness where the forgiveness is due and not just generally...


I accepted quite few people as my friends in FB, just because they were suggested to me by others. Nak kata kenal sesangat takdelah. We were very,very young when we were in that school, so I doubt la kita memerlukan sangat mereka tu dalam hidup kita. I am too selective, believe me. Facebook has become so impersonal and so business like. But I have nothing against people who use FB as one of their marketing venues...dah social networking kan nama nya...


I don't really mind to be asked personal questions...ye lah..kalau nak tahu, tanyalah kan...I too, would ask if I want to know about you, but I will do it in a way you will feel comfortable with the questions.


Adalah sorang budak buat PHD ni you all...well, maybe dia rasa dia diplomatic ditambah pulak dengan unsur-unsur nak ambik tahu hal I...asked me a direct personal question when we went out, in the presence of other friends as well. Pastu dia boleh boast kan kawan dia, if you want to know...you must know 'how' to ask. True. But I would have expect you have more intelligence and creative with your art of 'question asking' than to 'ambushed' one with that kind of questions.I hope he gets the answer he was after, but I just thought that I should be spared some sort of privacy to release my own private information.


Call me snobbish, but I ni kurang gemar sikit di usik style mat-mat motor ni. I don't like it then and I don't like it now. This one guy keep doing it on my wall, beknown or unbeknown to him yang segala manusia boleh membaca nya...termasuk la adik2 I. Truth is, I don't even remember being accosted by him in school, let alone remembering the episodes (kata nya lah) yang dia cuba ngorat I. Eh..kita tahulah kita ni masa kat sekolah kurang pemes, dah le ghope pun kurang. Tetiba lak sekarang, mengaku pernah mengorat I.

Let me tell you this ye, it may sound sad..but I can count with one hand jantan-jantan yang noticed me at school. Tetiba, sekarang dah ada 3 pulak. Dua tiga menjak ni, I dah dapat reputation menjadi sombong..just because Ailip In Inglen, Kiah. But had they known me that well...they must know that I memang sombong dari dulu lagi.....

I consulted my other schoolfriends, yang rata-rata nya cakap dgn I, Makji, toksah layan laa..dia gurau je tu. Gurau ka itu macam?

Do you count this -------> Makji tu mana nak kawin orang Melayu, dia standard MatSalleh saja. Oii..sedarlah diri tu melayu. Ini bergurau ke?

Or...nak cari jantan yang bagus aje...nak jaga standard la...hah, jadi anak dara tua dah..entah-entah dah janda. Bergurau pesen apa ni?

Mind you, I ni tak berapa kisah lah kalau this remark came from orang yang I betul2 kenal or paling teruk pun if this remark came from orang kampung Pilah ko Rombau Bongek yang unfortunately besedagho mo I ni...yo lah, nak wek canno kan...dah sedagho..tolan yo lah...

Berbekalkan nasihat bapak I, I wrote to these 'village' idiots. Sorry la...den orang kampung yo..tapi kok cenni la perangai, memang kampungan bajingan la sangat. I wrote to them how I feel and what I think of their 'mentality' display.I said that while I am honoured (ayat positive, amongst the negative points that I made) to know them as a friend, I told them that I am indeed quite offended with some remarks and that I want to be respected as a friend and woman, that I can't tolerate such jokes.

The next thing I know, account I kena deactivated. I wrote to the admin and I was told that so and so reported me for using offensive language. I swear that I don't use foul language...(ni juga peringatan kat orang yang suka, kononnya rasa by using the F words tu, to conform the rules of Britannia. Tak kena you..tak jadik...toksah lah nak ber effing effing on matters that doesnt warrant penggunaan kata-kata carutan ini) I am very careful with with my choice of words to them..but I can't deny the kepedasan intipati nya lah. Ye lah..dah alang-alang nak menegur, cakap aje lah yang benar kan?

I had to go to all those trouble providing them with the original message and after 12 hours, got activated again.

It was also a bad timing lak masa tu I tengah angin dengan MC, yang ingat I buat drama sakan tutup FB.

Wah..wah..wah...lepas je I dapat account I balik, (nasib baik lauk pauk I tak rosak ye dalam Cafe tu) dengan secepat kilat nya...I remove and block cipan-cipan ittew.

Why did I accepted them in a first place? Perlukah kita berkawan just because we know the same people...nasib la kalau tak bercakap sepatah haram pun?

FB dah makin menyakitkan hati sekarang....